Cold As You

Tables Turned

Those saddened eyes watch me here

Like i made you hurt when i wasn’t even near

You kept reminding me that i couldn’t be yours

But it looks like i won when it comes to scores

You pointed out my flaws again like i forgot they were there

And when i finally stepped away, you showed me you care

But it’s too late now, you let me go

So don’t come running back saying it ain’t so

I fought for you, a fight i couldn’t win

So i started a goodbye you forced me to begin

Now begging on your knees, don’t you dare 

You know i loved you, you were well aware

So admit it now, or admit it never

But missing me is something you’re gonna feel forever 

Cold Destiny

Please, please take a second here for me

And explain why I’m looking at things I can’t believe I see

When did the world cut away the emotions we shared?

Making make believe out of all the ways we cared

Because I’m lying on the floor, stone cold

Living the story that should have remained untold

Each breath comes with a dying fight

Because you stepped away instead of holding me tight

The beat in my heart hardly exists at all

When I hear the phone ring and I know it’s not your call

Frozen in this place on the bitter ground

I feel like I’m still waiting for you to come around

And where there should be pain and there should be hate

I’ve come to realize this is my only fate

Because time didn’t let me escape from you

It locked me in glass and told me to break through

So I swung with all my might but stopped just short

Because shattering the glass would shatter my only support

I’m in love with you but what is love

When I was so easy to get rid of?

And I can’t afford to freefall once more

Because I know it’s always gonna be you I adore

Anything But Ordinary <3

I’m sorry you finally realized you want me

But it’s too late, can’t you see

That I fell apart with all the words you left unspoken

And that you left me jagged and broken 

But scattered in the pieces was a little bit of hope

Just enough to show me I can cope

And sting of the cuts turned to scars

And I stopped seeing you and I written in the stars

Because you left me with nothing and that was all

But I still had the energy to begin to crawl

And I found out what I was actually made of

And realized that I wasn’t meant to fall in love

Especially right now and especially with you

So I took these chains and showed you I can break through

Because I fell for you like I’ve never fallen before

But I picked myself up from where you left me on the floor

And you made me feel like I needed you

And now you’re regretting making me feel ordinary too